Yes, this is how I feel...

Social media. Yes that is what this blog could be considered, along with twitter, facebook, instagram and anything else where you can post what you feel or think-thoughts-photos-just about anything, within reason and in good taste.
Some people hate "social media". Some people are addicted. I can take it or leave it. I decided to do a blog for ME after I've read several other blogs that have made me think, or I've enjoyed or learned from. I am not doing this to be part of social media or put my feelings or opinions out there for everyone to see-read it if you want. Agree or disagree, I don't care. I've always needed the creative outlet, mainly writing for ME. That's what this is- a creative outlet for me. Do I think millions of people would enjoy or wait for each of my blogs-hahahahahaha NO! I hope not but I really don't care. I've written a great deal over the years that many people have read-working in media will do that. These are my thoughts. Good. Bad. Right. Wrong. It's not any different than talking to a group (of any age) and expressing your own feelings, thoughts and how you think things should be done-that's social media in a primitive form. I've written lots of things just in word documents via a computer or handwritten. I've deleted and destroyed most, if not all, because I don't see them as worth saving or sharing-they were just my thoughts and feelings. It is who I am. For some people their "outlet" is running or watching sports or cooking or drinking or painting and a whole array of other things. For me it is writing-plain and simple. I don't think I'm great at it but it is the best way for me to put into words my feelings and how I feel.
At times I find humor in things...we are all weird at time!
There are times where I'm frustrated-we all go through it-people, including myself, are dumb at times.
There are days where I find inspiration in things-something reminds me of a feeling or someone.
And some days I'm trying to be a cheerleader for myself-we all need a pick-me-up.
Or I'm just plain happy and life is going well-the glass is half-full! Yay!
Some days the words flow like water for me....my fingers have a hard time keeping up with my mind. 
But regardless, if you are reading this, for whatever reason, I hope you take something away from my blog. Maybe a brief thought of some kind-did it make you think? I'm not here to inspire. I'm not here to make you angry. I'm not here to put my feelings out to the world, this is just how I best express myself and how I find peace and comfort at times. I try not to write in anger or the heat of a moment. But I'm sure I do. I am human.
So as this blog is titled yes, this is how I feel....no I don't see it as social media as very few, all of two of you read my blog and I'm fine with that! Do I wish more people read it-ehh, not really.
But this is who I am and how I feel!

Positive of the day: Today is my Friday!!! A four-day weekend ahead that I hope will be spent with people I love and includes lots of fun, good food and memories. I just need to remember to take pictures and not just with my mind!