Fresh new day!

Well it is back to school and work. The holidays, once again, flew by, which always seems to be the case.

It's a new mindset for me today. I'm trying to see the positive and walk away from the negative. I'm trying to adopt the I don't care perspective. I don't care who does what. Or who says what. Or what someone's opinion is. I. DO. NOT. CARE.

Life is too short. And if you don't like me or something, well that's not my care. I'm tried of the negative and the blah and the bad moods. I'm tired of being the dumping ground and supporter. Yes I will walk away, lite the match, throw it over my shoulder and burn that bridge. Big time. Bye, bye!

Somethings haven't changed....the coworker who wanted to share her Covid vaccine info with me that she got from her receptionist daughter in-law after I'd told her I'd read and chatted with a doctor and an RN who both had had the shot....thank you, I'm good. It only took me three times to thank her and tell her no. Three...

The coworker who is constantly out of his classroom and leaves students unattended ALL THE TIME-nothing had changed, he still does it. Not my circus, not my monkeys. I just pray no one gets hurt.

The coworker who constantly lets his classes go early, all the time. Not just a little bit but by several minutes. I'm doubting he will ever learn.

I've literally only talked to a handful of people and I've kept to myself. I ate lunch alone. I don't go roaming around the building or going out of my way to chat. I'm just doing my thing, getting my work done and moving on. I don't mind it, to be honest. I don't have negative garbage coming at me and if it starts I'm going to duck and dodge. I don't have to listen to people complain and bitch about stuff that usually is not their business. I'm doing my job. Minding my business and getting out. I have made very little polite conversation, how are you, how was your holiday, welcome to a new year kind of stuff, very generic and very vanilla! I like vanilla!

I'm done doing for others what they won't do for me. I'm caring a little less, I don't want to be sucked into other peoples drama and bs. I'm done volunteering to help or listen when I know the favor won't be returned. I'm taking care of me and making me my first priority. I don't care what other people think, I'm not here to make people happy, I'm here to make ME happy. 

After all it's a fresh new day, fresh new year, fresh new week. Doing what I'm supposed to do and move on.